i got my happy pill = )

yay, i had a fantabulous birthday =)

marge, if you are reading... provide you with updates soon! haha Unilever is keeping me busy man! hehe

i want my happy pill

i used to be a gan cheong spider. maybe less after softball taught us this: "cool, calm, steady, aggressive, fire!"

but have i become too relaxed? too carefree and oblivious to the realities?

but if i have then i would not be feeling the pressure piling up day after day. haven't felt like this in awhile... but pressure is a form of motivation! so far so good! if i am what i was a decade ago, my taps would have opened. i never liked opening my taps (except watching a good heart-wrenching show, of course!). hmmmm my team mates and coach have seen their fair share. oops, that's enough! (but i swear i have grown under Big Jo's watch).

i think i actually do feel a little better after this! someone/something has dropped me a happy pill? =) i think it might be the "i miss softball-the good old days" thoughts that have chased the blues a little bit! Jiayou leh! = )

i hope we'll have a nice, relaxing weekend away from the hustle and bustle of city life, with money to spend. gah. Another enlightening exchange.

明天会更好！