ready to go

*beep beep*
should be leaving for msia tonight after the bash. just in case there's a jam at the courseway tml morning. Gee. i can't believe i'm really going to serve the army... for 3 months!!! ooohh. i hope i can wash my clothes properly. i'm be back in June. =) i have a msia no. but i shan't post it here. those who wanna contact me, maybe u try smsing to my singapore no. i think i'm bringing it along. i will miss you all, miss me too k!!! don't worry i'll be fine =) coz i'm mojo - the softballer *grinz*

here's what king came up with:

There's her rifle, there's her gun

GI-Jo is number one

She's going to the army soon

Hey cool, so fun, is there room?!

She cut her hair for the event

She might be sleepping in a tent

She'll throw the grenade, do it right

She might stay up, eating snacks all night

Hope your rations are very nice

Pasta, pizza and baked rice!

If it's nice, please do something

Please 'da bao' for your King

I wish you all the best

At least you get to lose some fats

Oh dear, Oh No! Nearly forgot to say,

Happy happy 19th bday =)

thank you sweetie.

Bash is tonight. hope all goes well! take care and see you all sooon!!!

darn, i miss the kids. =(

my powerpuff ladies, buttercup will be back SOON. will miss u all dearly. update me on lala's bday party *grinz*

.soon. long entry!

wah. it's friday~ just 2 more days to the... place. ah.

anyway, the past few days were great.

on mon, had dinner with my pri friends - celine, van, stan and chong.
hey boys, thanks for the treat ya!

on tues, had a mini bday-cum-farewell celebration in the school canteen. =)

i'm very grateful to my 2 powerpuff girls. i seriously didn't suspect anything. LOL. Lamian's mum is such a sweetie lah. she set up the tables, prepared chicken, fried beehoon, drinks, and bought a cake for me.
Ahhhh~~~~ *touched* I'm so glad i am leaving only my birthday. *phew*

and btw, i love the laminated 'poster' lah. =)
and pssst... lamian, u make me smile instead lah. LOL

Went KBoxing with my softball darlings later in the afternoon. Time flies when u are inside the room lah. sang till 7! =) Had dinner at pasta mania and then pop over to Gelare for some waffles. HEE.

Wednesday was also a great day. (besides an 'accident' in the morning). Ok i tried to laminate this small neoprint (ehh 'illegally') and then GrEAt! it got stucked inside the machine. So the 3 of us became mechanics/surgeons... 'cut up' the patient and tried to retrieve the external object. it's not easy man!!!

Took us some time, but eventually the operation was a success. *phew*

thanks girls! grateful to the both of u once again. how can i do without u! HAHA

The evening was great too! took the boys out to East Coast. Played monkey with them! So fun! I like to disturb Mumu. HEE. When he's chasing after the ball, i will chase after him. then carry him so that he cannot take the ball. hahaha *grinz*
The image of a teacher is totally gone lah. but oh well, i think i don't care liao lah. after playing we went to Macs. The 3 of us treated the boys to fries and drinks. So sweet right! One boy accidentally spoilt his slippers, so i lent him mine so that he can walk home in peace. haha I also brought bobo back to his house, all the way to his doorstep. Felt like nanny/baby sitter. HAHA We are so caring.

Ah Thursday... the HODs were nice =) Gave me gifts and ordered pizza for us to eat. Ah~~~ Happy!!! oh and we also brought Mumu to 7-11 to buy drinks. Hee. Mumu's mum said he came to school to see us. HaHa. *awwww*
Thurs evening was spent with King and Liyun. ahhhhh~~~ King i love the card lah! So creative. (shall post it up in the next entry) And of course, my baby's card is nice tOo! Thank you so much ladies!!! Popped over to GIANT to get my insect repellant and powder. GIANT is really giant can! took us dunno how long to find that repellant. GEE. i think they have a shortage of staff too. only managed to find one person for directions. and ... hmmm. dunno whether he's a HE or SHE. scary. oh well, but he's / she's nice lah.

ok so it's friday now. i didn't go to work today so i can do some packing. (which obviously i am still not packing... got attracted to the computer.) darn. i think i should go off now. shall update again before i leave!!!

tml's the softball BASH! can't wait can't wait!!! =)

beautiful, wonderful, great day

today is a extremely good day. Lot's of things to do at the moment, so just a short entry for now.

to all my little and big sweeties in Ngee Ann, thank u so much for the celebration. so sweet.. HonEst! Ah lamian and family, I am sOoooOooooo touched. Damn. I hate to leave. But i really enjoyed myself today, and probably tml- our beach date =)

to my darling softballers, i love you all man! k boxing with u all is simply great lah. love u love u love u!!! Can't wait for Sat.

One word to sum up the day:

HAPPY!

=)

breatheeeeeeee

help. *gasps for air* there's like a million things i have not done and needs to be done. ahhhh~~
it's 12 a.m. was lying in bed but i just couldn't fall asleep. lots of things running through my head. the softball bash. my dinner dates with a few groups of pple for the next few days. my incompleted work in school... ... blah blah blah blah. the list goes on and on.

starting to few a bit.. erm. hmmmm. nervous. uneasy? stressed? ahhh mixture of feelings.
i need to sleep. waking up in 5 hours time... got to make a trip down to malaysia to take blood test. some procedure which needs to be done before i enter the ...what should i call it.. the... ah brain is not thinking at the moment. shall just call it the PLACE for now...

SLEEP!!!

a decision made. is it?

~hai. have been thinking... i think i have decided. i probably won't defer lah. can't imagine myself serving the idiotic 3 months when i'm like 20+. i will be the oldest around man. have been telling myself to look on the bright side, maybe that 3 months will be an experience of a life time for me. how many girls can say "i've been to army!" LOL. have been feeling a bit optimistic and less depressed about the whole issue. (here's where all the skills of mental talk played a part... ) no point complaining and feeling sucky all day for sth which i don't really have a choice in. shall just make the best of it i guess.

then i have to start clearing my work and make sure i 交 代 清 楚 before i leave. ~hai. and then i plan to write little messages and prepare little things for my kids and colleagues. that's the sad part lah...to say goodbye. i am having fun in school now . although my job is a bit sucky in the sense that it's a relatively low-pay- "bao ka liao"/ 打 杂 kinda job, i kind of like it. especially when the teachers are all nice and i have my powerpuff girls and interesting kids for company. plan to take leave on tues. so means i have only 4 more working days. gee. plus it's the march hols now. so means i can't say goodbye to all the kids i know! oh man!!!

ah btw i applied for singapore citizenship already lah. but chances of success is pretty slim. lots of unexpected twist and turns. long story. anyway i think if i do get the citizenship, i will probably have finished serving my NS lah. haha. oh wells.

ah. lamian knows bout my ns. he's so cute lah!!! "i will pray to god for u not to go there k => " awwwww how sweet. oh man. i must take pics next week lah. but DARN. my camera is servicing!!! i didn't tell my dad lah. secretly brought the damaged camera to the Canon place at harbourfront... OOPS. oh well. but at least i don't feel that guilty lah, coz i paid for it with my 'hard-earned' money.. $100+ !!! ms koh, our picture taking tat day cost so much man.

went to NTU open house today. daph brought us around Hall 3. I like leh!!! oh man. NTU now seems like a pretty attractive place to be in. somemore most of my seniors are there. hall 3! ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! i wonder whether tourism and hospitality is for me. i'm interested lah. i think. dunno if i know wat it really is though. LOl. spoke to this girl n professor about the course. but i didn't really know what to ask also lah. so basically i still dun really know wat to expect from this course.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!! shall attempt to ask more questions bout food tech during NUS open house tml. gee. i feel old. do u???

BaaAAaaaD Wednesday

~sigh~ today's a bad day. an unlucky day. a irritating day. argh.
actually it was a good day lah. if not for... ARgghHh @#$!!@#1

reliefed mrs chen's P1/1 for the whole day today. heh still manageable. generally well-behaved.
mrs chen taught them well. *respect* my P2 teacher! =) and gee. it's really not easy to teach a class. especially when u have pupils who are much slower than the rest... and worse still, some can't really read.

ah spent the afternoon supervising some kids. ended talking to some of them... and stupid lamian was rather pervertic. haha wrapped his head in his shirt and walked around like some.. pervert. and then shouted "BOO" to my two innocent girls when he doesn't even know them. ~haiyo. but cute lah. HAHA. and then "qian huey" becomes "dao huey".
also took quite a bit of pictures with the kids. haha so fun. but ah... scared other teachers see lah. like not very nice hor. but oh well. it might be my last week in school. NooOooOoooo

anyway TRAGEDY struck. stupid lah. dunno why xiaowen n i have the urge to take pictures. so set timer then take take take... take until my camera DROPPED. severe concussion. cracked "skull". bone fracture. whatever. anyway it means it requires servicing. my poor screen is.... dead. why why why does this kinda frustrating thing always happen to me!!! WHY!!!
ok it's me. clumsy elephant. ARGH. somehow the more i try to be careful, the more "un-careful" i am. IRRITATING.

anyway at least the evening wasn't that bad. met up with a few softballers to "celebrate" ms lui's birthday. heh. dinner at crystal jade. it was not bad.

ah. ok. then received another bad news.
i am selected for the march 19 intake. MARCH!!!
that's like soon. i dont' wanna go anywhere. i want to stay in singapore. i still want to interact with my kids and colleagues. HELP!!! i'm deferring. they have to allow me to defer.
it's not like u need me or anything. i can't speak malay. n 3 mths do wat shit? LET ME OFF. Please? please?

my dad is helping me apply singapore citizenship. but it's unlikely i'll get it so soon. loads of procedures.. everybody ... pray for me??? *cross fingers*

anyway, since i'm earning $, means i have the financial ability to be responsible for my own actions. i am going to pay for the cost to revive my camera. such a bad time man!!! i still haven't taken enough pics in sch yet. and the march hols is coming up. which means more gatherings? ARgh. i dislike you jo. i think i will not break the news to anybody in the family. just in case. idiot you. BOO! i feel like screaming. AahhhhhhhhhhhhhhHHhhhhhhhhhhhhHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
i am in need of anti-depressant. lamian? bowl-bowl? mumu?
~hai. but i realise. the more i interact with them, the more i will be attached to them. and thus the harder it'll be when it's time to leave. life. 人 有 悲 欢 离 合... forgot how to continue.

=) ? =( ? =S !!!

hmmm.. mixed feelings today.
on one hand, relieved that i have sort of completed my main task for the meet-the-parents session. at least i think so.
on the other hand, i feel ... !@#!!@# for... ...

- the kids. i wonder what goes into their heads.
think before u act! try to behave and don't get yourself into trouble can? difficult position lah.
LISTEN. and please, fighting not equals to "cool" and shirts tugged out not equals to looking good.

- the adults. ~sigh~
how bout expressing yourself in a different way? i dunno. maybe the kids don't understand?

help them! don't fnacy talking behind your backs coz we dunno both sides of the story.
=S. i feel bad lah.
- the kids again. u want tuition? but what will your teacher say?
will they think like this "who do u think u are?"

was feeling pretty *confused? 乱?* eh... had the "i-also-dunno-what-to-do feeling" when i found out bowl-bowl was in the P's office... about to be caned for sth like breaking president nathan's wife picture while playing ball in the hall. poor fella. was it such a serious offence? or was it because he didn't own up? = l or was it due to some other unspoken reason...
luckily it was only 1 stroke. i think. bowl-bowl appeared rather happy when i saw him later. =)
i like happy kids.

shall end of with a happy note.
little boy flirts. big little girls happy.
one moment jogging date! next moment soccer date. LOL

and this reminds me.
i STILL have not been exercising regularly.
but i'm STILL eating quite a bit. oh man.

bowl bowl cut hair!!!

i can't believe i was cool and calm about the incident which one of my computer harddrive crashed. it happened weeks ago lah, but i have nth to blog about lol. means most of my mp3s, VIDEOS, PICTURES blah blah blah are gone! if this had happened like 3 to 5 years ago, i would have cried my lungs out like there was no tomorrow. i guess i've learnt to... ... erm ... " 看 开". sign of becoming more mature??? lol

ah and so sad!!! bowl-bowl cut his hair!!! a student who has a bowl-shaped haircut has changed style. not as cute... but still adorable. he actually looks better, but i'm just sore and regretful that i do not have his picture with his bowl hair. =( darn!

today was a busy day. i have decided to do bring some work to do at home. how hardworking. haha. it's nice interacting with some of the students, especially the EM3 ones. ah. but it's getting harder to restrain ourselves from being too close to them. ~hai. dilemma. to do or not to do. to listen or not to listen. to help or not to help. to play along or not to play along. 做 老 师 真 难. how how how!!! =S ladies ah, 黑 姐 is .... arghH!!!

after school as we (the 3 musketeers) walked past KC, we spent some time watching our boys playing soccer. LOL. guess who was on the field! lamian and mumu! lamian too skinny man. and wah, leonard's ball really go high and far man. tsk tsk tsk

ah. lalalalalalala-aaaamian. =)

*grinz*

do we behave like kids? tsk tsk tsk

every action every move gets us excited.

the messages make us smile like idiots.

mummy and daddy have grEeeAt genes.
ah ... but a pity...

nvm. work hard!!! you can do it!

a beautiful friday

*smiles* what a nice friday we had, right musketeers?
spent like almost 1 hour plus interacting with little cute kids and taking lots of pictures with *ah-hem* and mumu =) awww. what an accomplishment. hee. i'm going to bring my camera next week too. hopefully not my last week in school. = ( but i'm feeling a little conscious about the way we interact with these kids these days. gettting a bit... ah. wonder what other teachers might be thinking... hmmmmmm.
情 不 自 禁 leh.

Stan, Chong and Leonard had soccer training and they invited us to leonard's house for his birthday party. i'm kinda glad we did coz the food was great and we had fun. heh played indian poker till 11?? for our forfeit, we drank weird n horrible concotions like miranda orange plus jelly/biscuit... beer + miranda orange was still ok, but boy, beer really tasted horrible. stupid Chong U even came up with sardine + rootbeer and dunno wat else. GEE. lucky no stomach ache. and i realise i easily trust other lah! chong, stan and xiao wen tricked me a lot of times in changing my big card to a smaller one. stupid.

oh went out with the 2 ladies on thursday night to celebrate our results. went shopping at parkway and we each bought a top from ice lemon tee. hehe my mum had this voucher and she gave it to me, saying "给 你 喝 lemon tea." haha so cute hor.. the other time she asked me "balloon 是 什 么 颜 色?" it turned out that a customer wanted to dye her hair MAROON... LOL
anyway we had dinner at siam kitchen in parkway and the management was nice to allow us to open a bottle of sparkling juice we bought from GIANT =)

ah and then when we were on our way home, xiao wen showed us her secondary school photo and we got so excited then i think i accidentally banged into a teacher from ngee ann and we were so paiseh man!!! the three of us have no image when we are together lah! talk and laugh so much, plus bitch non-stop about irritating students, and also not forgetting to keep a look-out for little cutie pies (paedophiles???). we have fun together lah. makes working life fun =) thanks a lot ladies!

oh yes, the highlight of the evening! we were in ice lemon tee and then i suddenly spotted someone who looked damn familiar. see see see, then "oh!!! is that lamian???!!!" wah i tell u man, the 2 ladies with me RUSHED out of the shop ok! then i returned the top that i was thinking of buying to the sales assistant and said that we will come back. eeyur. so paiseh.

wheehee. lalala. yayeeyay.

today's a nice good day. =)
work in the morning was relatively slack... think the teachers didn't want to stress us up further. how considerate =)

ooh, learnt how to operate the machine which marks the OAS/ OMR answer sheets. so cool.
and hmmmm. it gets really irritating when the kids dun shade their ovals properly. now i understand... ... (we actually help them shade properly lah!)

results were supposed to be released at 2pm. but by 11 plus, the three of us (my two other TJ colleagues) we were starting to feel the jitters? (sound correct?). the OAS machine began to give us problems, i started to misplace my worksheets blah blah blah heh.
and then later dear old nice mr wee suddenly sent me a msg to tell me how i did. thanks a lot! i appreciated it. hee.

anyway i performed up to my expectations. so even though i had an ugly C for ECONS, it's ok. i'm happy with my 3 As. didn't really expect an A for Chem. thank you so much roberty. you have been a great great help! king and i told him during teachers' day last year: 你是成功女人背后的男人. so we've stuck to our words. =)
AND guess what! i actually scored a B3 for GP!!! I had B3 for English during Os, but this B3 is much much more precious and i'm soOooOoo happy! i have nv ever came close to a B for my GP! Spoke to ms su on the phone and she sounded really happy with our class. *yay* i'm proud =) i'm also rather proud of VJ. produced some really awesome results. oooh..top scorer Roshni! my fellow tkgian =) hehehe

anyway had dinner and movie with a couple of classmates. aiyo. ate a lot!!! first we had dessert at NYDC. then dinner at imperial treasures. (haha i know the order seems a bit weird.) caught big momma's house. heh it's alright. if titanic is worth a 10, i not stupid 9, final destination(3) a 7 .... (i don't think i'll take any roller coaster rides liao lah. that show is pretty 'gory' but the ways the characters get killed is pretty sick but interesting), i'll give that show... a 6? not as funny as i expected it to be, but little andrew is super cute lah. Aww!

yay. it's 12. i'm still feeling cheery =) lala ok. bedtime! it's 12 and i have work tml!
congrats to those who did well. u deserve a huge pat on the back.
and softballers, i'm proud of you all! i told you we are great. *grinz*