feels darn good!

hohohoho yayeeyayeeyay!!!
exams are finally over!!! and there goes my first year business course!

Sometimes i wonder what it will be like if i took science instead... coz i don't really see myself excelling in this field. I shun all those business competions, i don't follow business news... and i don't really know what's going on outside the 4 walls of my hall. But nahhhhhhhhhhhhhh, no point dwelling on this. Since I'm already here, and having fun, I shall just 'walk a step, watch a step'. I'm excited for next sem! If I get into tourism, yay! If I don't, I look forward to HR too! = )

Anyway, since I'm pretty free for now (F&N STILL hasn't got back to me after I supposedly accepted their offer. *grumbles grumbles*. so inefficient) ... I've done up to do list!

Things I want/have to do!
1) Watch all my recorded TV shows. LOL. And my desperate housewives. And my grey's anatomy!!
2) Read Order of Phoenix and Half-Blood Prince again! HEEHEE. Can't wait for movie 5 and book 7!!!
3) eh. I better do up my email for my Tourism application. Gulpz.
4) eh. oops. I also better start on my orientation proposal. Gulpz.
5) I wanna ... ... EXERCISE! to the point that I actually finally agreed to go climb Bukit Timah Hill with my Dad. LOL.
6) Shopping! = ) Time to refresh my wardrobe. = ) I should look for some formal clothes. I would like a bag too. Shoes. heehee
7) I wanna attend my army fren's wedding! (ehh. she's 19! can u believe it! eh. nah, not shot-gun!)

...list goes on!...

I actually feel like reading on palm reading! HAHA. one day =)

Btw pple, I had a taste of shisha! Eh. haha. What an irony right. I absolutely detest cigarettes. Erm.. but it was just for fun! Erm. I don't really think much of shisha anyway. Interesting... with the different flavours and the pipe thingy, but ahh... not good for health! So I only took tiny puffs! I have a pic to prove it, eh but I shan't spoil my image lah. haha!

my fren's warm-up puff.

here goes the big one~ .
it didn't really stink though... we tried rose, and grape-mint.

Played around my fren's mac laptop.

Cool right! Guess which is me?

My heart isn't too strong...

Finally went back home after staying in the West for the past 1 1/2 weeks! Went down to watch the Adiv softball match against Hwa Chong! Ah~ What a match. I was only a spectator/supporter, wah but I tell u, my heart was pounding... I couldn't sit still... & I kept slapping/grabbing whoever was sitting beside me. Ooops, sorry meilin! haha Hope u won't have any bruises or scratches!

It was a pretty exciting match. Unfortunately we lost. Yep, "we"! Coz I still consider myself a Victorian! Several nice plays, but our girls won't batting = \ The score was really tight. 2 -1 ! And that Jerry didn't display very good sportsmanship! = \ Heard from coach that he "pui" us and said sth like "you will lose" that kinda thingy. BOO YOU FA*TY! Anyway I hope that you girls will continue to fight on. Not over yet! Put up a good fight k! Show them the true spirit of a tk/vj softballer! = )

Their game brought back loads and loads of memories. The good and the bad. Talked bout the past with Ah Ma, Ber and Naima! Still vivid manZ! Especially our sec4 FTP match... BOO! Naima said that she thought that year was the "dream team". I would have thought so too! Team dynamics were great. We loved each other. lol. We see each other every morning by the driveway and get horned by TanYing... or have recess and talk crap together... We trained hard. We hardly ever skipped training. And seriously, I think the team is fabulous! Too bad that year wasn't smooth... wat a pity. Stupid Clement. or Clarence.. Watever, the buy-one-get-one free guy.

And after watching their match, I realised that I'm so glad that I've gone through this stage. I no longer have to endure all the... "Trainings. Winning. Losing. Crying. Matches after matches. Coaches' shoutings. Freakin hot sun... " I don't think my heart can take it anymore. lol. It has shown signs of ageing. was so nervous during the match that my heart was racing... was worried that it would "over-beat". haha I still love my teams. I had a bloody good time in softball. The 6 years of softball-ing have been really memorable. Thank you girls! Seniors! Juniors! and my darling RabbitS! muuaaaackz!

Ber, Stacy, Naima and myself also threw a bit. hehe. Quite shiok. Initially I was... sai is an understatement. I think more like lao sai manz! The ball flew everywhere. Poor Stacy. Paiseh hor! But I think later on not too bad lah, hor? Lol! Ah Ma so long nv touch ball also still so zai! Even You Wheet was also impressed. haha

Ber and Stacy came over for dinner at my house. Happy that you girls came over manZ! Feel like we haven't sat down properly to talk bout everything! = ) Love you love you!Heeheehee. Excited excited! Happy happy! Expecting to hear more next time k k! No need skip, skip, skip la!

K, I better touch my biz law. Didn't really touch much today. But nevertheless, the day was well spent! = )

One down! Four to go!

Yay, finally. Acct is over! ehhh but darn, I didn't manage to balance my cash flow statement, after practising for soooooooo long! Boo! Don't expect to do very well, but hope it won't turn out too bad = \

hmmm. okie. I'm much calmer now compared to my previous post. LOL. Probably because things are clearer now... The multiple shocks that I've received that day have slowly sunk in... LOL. No idea what I'm talking about? Good! hahaha.

Thx for sharing, I appreciated it. = ) Love you! The experienced-One said sth which set me thinking... So I will share with you next time! (or maybe The experienced-One who's always roaming around will share with you first... LOL)

Oohh! Change of plans, no more Krabi! Coz of the unrest in southern Thailand = ( Boo! Nvm, Tioman should be fun as well! Piggy dear, we'll miss you! We'll find some other opportunities to travel together k! Maybe with the softballers = )

Going trekking in Malaysia too! Someplace called Stong in Kelantan, with waterfalls = )

Can't wait for the hols!

Darn. When is F&N going to get back to me?! Quick quick. Den I can decide whether to apply for the Macs calling thingy!

oh my god oh my god!!! ~AH!!!~ darn I'm BURSTING to tell someone about it, but i can't! I shouldn't. It's not the right time anyway. Had a very interesting, but totally shocking conversation with a friend. And I can't describe the feeling now. But I know I've sighed a lot of times!

Was walking back from class just now and one word popped into my mind. "Gossip." I don't like to talk behind people's back, especially if it's sth not very nice or possible that it may not be true. But if I know of sth, which haven't been verified, and I tell someone about it, would I be contributing to the not-very-nice gossips?

I choose not to think so coz the intention to spread is not there. Haha what rubbish. ok fine. So i just went to check out the meaning on wikepedia. It stated, "the spreading of rumor and misinformation, for example through excited discussion of scandals." So I'm right in a way...right? Scandals? possible. Excited? Definitely. but the issue now here is... is telling a friend considered spreading ? Hmmm. Something to think about, which brings me to my next point...

Ah~ Suppose someone tells u a secret... The morally right thing to do is of course to zip and shut up, and pretend that u don't know anything. But that is not always the case right. If hard not to pretend u dunno sth when in fact u do. Especially when that issue is 'disturbing'/or regarding someone u are close to, and u need to have someone to share her thoughts on it and discuss together with u. The someone I mean here usually means a close fren u trust and will value hear her opinion... The nitty-gritty specific details will be left out as much as possible in an attempt to protect the privacy of the person(s) involved. And the commonly used phrase, "I tell u sth k, must u must promise not to tell anyone about it." And the cycle starts all over again. Your close fren may tell one more close fren.. and that fren tells her close fren... so... ~uh oh.. Some spreading here.

What a dilemma. how!

Manz. I dunno what to say or do if it's really happening. Suddenly it seems that so many around me are like dat, and yet I dunno what's going on until someone tells me. Wah! I'm so not observant ah? Maybe I'm just simple. The world is too complex sometimes.

But honestly, I rather not know sometimes. The more I know the more I think about it, which will probably mean that... the later I will take to fall asleep. GEE! Anyone can recommend good "sure to fall asleep quickly" tips?

I'm the lizard catcher!

Yoohoo~ To all the uni students out there: all the best for exams k! Over before you know it! hehe. So meanwhile, mug hard = )

Anyway, haha dunno why, lately piggy and I found irritating insects/pests in the room. I don't think it's becoz the room is dirty, coz it's not hor! But there are super irritating tiny ants crawling in and out somewhere near the table. And I caught TWO lizards in a week!!! hahaha. What an accomplishment. Of course the both of us made lots of noise in the process... yucks. OH, and I didn't know lizards play dead as well. Tried to trick me. tsk tsk tsk. Ah, but I felt kinda bad dumping one of them into the dustbin... It's not even dead. But it'll probably die a smelly death. = \

Manz. Had my malay oral recently. If i was less nervous it would have been pretty fun! haha (Coz we could sit in after our turn to listen to our frens during their oral... and laugh secretly at the back of the class. hohoho). Anyway my reading was fast... but i think my pronounciation was ok. Picture reading. GEE. Instead of pantai i said lantai. (beach vs floor.) Big difference manz! No wonder the teacher laughed after my picture reading. And I still asked why he was so happy...DARN. Conversation... eek! Random qn just popped out. "You are a Malaysian right..." ... ... ... The overall conversation was funny. And kinda made me feel a little stupid. LOL. But fun lah. hohoho.

I still can't get over my lantai-pantai. EEK!!! I knew it lor. NVM. I'm going to do well for my exams! hmph. I aim to hit A for bahasa melayu! = ) One of my fav modules this sem. Kinda sad that it's ending, but ehh... i don't think i will try advance. See how first!

Ah. Interest or ability or career prospects?
Lower pay and maybe not so 'WOW but sounds more interesting vs Higher pay and more "WOW" but sounds kinda boring... ?
Double specialization or not?

ehhhh. So many considerations to make... = \ Ah but I guess for now, tentatively 1st choice tourism and 2nd choice HR? Comments, anybody? haha Nvm, still got time before I need to submit my application. Shall think bout it again after exams = )

Btw Ah gong and Ah ma, don't 打情骂俏 so openly can! Supposed to be me and my lao po hor! LOL. But nvm, I'm entertained, so pls continue = ) Can relieve exam stress!

K, study study!